Forced Love

"Don't leave." he takes my hand in his and looks me in the eyes that are full of different emotions now and I can't help but stare back, I don't want to look away. "Please don't leave me" he breathes out and leans his forehead on mine. "Please". _______________________________________________ Arranged marriage is the last thing he thought he would agree to, but he had to if he wanted to pursue his dream. She was the last person he thought would bring him comfort, care, and love he shields himself from. _______________________________________________ Arranged marriage is the last thing she thought she would agree to, but she had to if she wanted to help her father. He was the last person she thought would be her savior, her safe place, her rock that she needed oh so much. _______________________________________________ They both didn't expect the arranged marriage to be something more than just that. But will they fight the unexpected pull, emotions, feelings that are bringing them closer, or will they embrace it and be each other's happy ever after?

I thought I lost myself

I thought she changed me

for the worst, and I hated her for it

But she didn't change me

she just brought back the old me,

the old me I've thought I've lost

She broke me

she destroyed me

with only one small touch

her touch, I'm so fond of now

I miss it

I miss it every second

I'm addicted,

and I hate it

Without her, I was better

With her, I'm the greatest

Nobody can break me

Nobody, except her

I couldn't bear her touch,

her presence, her

But now I cannot live without it

Her eyes

oh her eyes, mirrors of her soul

I could see the hurt, the pain

and it was all because of me

I wasn't the only one broken

I broke her as well

I was the reason behind the pools in her eyes

and I hated myself for it

I wanted to be the one,

who will bring a smile to her face,

the one who will be the reason for the sparkles,

in those beautiful marbles of hers

I wanted her to shatter under my touch,

I wanted her to ask for more

I wanted to hold her, kiss her, just have her in my arms

and never let her go

I couldn't ask for more

I did push her before

But now she's the only thing

I cannot live without, any more